...in a good Way?! I'm not sure.
I like to be you"Friend". I like if you say i'm the best "Friend".
But I also hate it. Sorry guys, i don't wanna be only your "best Friend". I want to be more for you. I'm not a guy...I'm a girl. You sometimes forget it, right?
---[ I killed the Promqueen - Forgiveness is Murder]---
I hate it. I know what Friendship means, but my heart really hurts when I see you with her. I wish I could say, that i'm really glad about you two. But I can't say it right from my heart.
---[ Johnny Cash - Cocaine Blues]---
But no Problem. I will be right there for you. Fuck my Heart....
You're the person who needs me. I'm strong. That's my little secret I don't tell it anybody. I don't tell it to you cause i 'dont want to disappoint you!
let's forget the past!
...the negative sex was born into a bloodline
Awwwwwww~3 i'm so happieeeh. i really hate those fuckers, thes are talking shit about me all the time. Only one week---ONE--- then it is over, over and out. i can't describe how happy i am.
Oh i have to tell ya something about my great last week.
On Monday evening flore and me went to kanay.
my cutiiiiiiiie! now he's 18!!!!. He will go to munich...there he will work in a amazin hotel. Oh it's so nice, my cutiiiie did it! i'm so damn proud...
but his dad...i think he is hateing me now.
On tuesday i watched /fluch.der.karibik/ at the cineplexx in salzburg. i went there with Kerstin, Maexx, Eva, Jan, Flo & his brother + girlfriend, Michi+Ina. i think the movie is great, i like it. okay.....perhaps cause i adore JACK SPARROW. [not jonny depp,only he being JACK <3] Arrrrrrrr! i wanna marry a pirate Arrrr~! After Cinema we went to the ROCK CAFE and had some drinks.
On wednesday flore,siedl&me went to the /kuckucksnest/ in berchtesgaden. Fucking nice concert.
On thursday siedl+me went to /baamhakke/. We took up dani&andi. /baamhakke/ was fun like every thursday. Everybody was there: Jan.Kerstin,Flore,Flo...
We danced,drunk and wasted time sitting in flores bus hearing stuff like unearth or inflames.
oooh i alomst forgot something to say...tobi regner was there, too. [fangirllllyyyyscreams]
On friday michi called me. We took flore up and went to traunstein. Afterwards we rented a movie and went to flore.
nice evening.fast end.
3 days ago. i was by zuni at the afternoon. he'll go to london for a year. that's nice butr why are all my friends leaving?
At the evening till 8 in the morning we were at the GOAparty in the /festung/. creeeeeeeepyyyyyyy...
...enjoy the changes.
Sometimes i think i'm not good enough for this world.
Sometimes i think i'm not smart enough for this world.
Sometimes i think i'm not pretty enough for this world.
Sometimes i think i'm not big enough for this world
Sometimes i think i'm not nice enough for this world.
Sometimes i think i'm not cool enough for this world
Sometimes i think i'm not lovely enough for this world.
Sometimes i think i'm not bad enough for this world
Sometimes i think i'm not angry enough for this world.
Sometimes i think i'm not loud enough for this world
Sometimes i think i'm not sweet enough for this world.
Sometimes i think i'm not normal enough for this world
But sometimes.....i think i'm the BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i got it guys....!
On September the 4th i wil start my new job: HEILERZEIHUNGSPFLEGER.
If you have questions why i did this, ask me. I'll tell you everything.
Yesterday the phone rang. dad said: "mia it's for you!". i do't thougt anything...but then....YES YES YES ~3.
On monday i go to a personal talk. [haPPy]
I will do it. i will get it. it's mine babys...it's mine.